Over the past few years these distractions had began to turn my relationship with God into a religion. If I looked good on the outside in my christian walk then I was on the right track. The more I got distracted with the things of this world and worrying about looking good on the outside the more I pushed God farther away. I was looking at the major sins in my life and the fewer I did those sins the better I felt I was doing in my relationship with God. I wasn't looking deep into my heart and testing my actions with scripture.
My friend gave this very good analogy. He said life is like a car and the oil in the car is God. As long you keep your car full of oil you can run life the way its meant to be lived. He told me hey your life has run out of oil you are on empty. Sure you can run your car without oil for a while but if you keep ignoring it your car will eventually explode hurting you and whoever else is in the car of life with you. Then he said to refill your oil in your car can you keep driving the car? I replied no. He continued, same with life you can't running you life at full speed while trying to put God back into your life. You need to stop life and make sure you are right with God before you should even consider continuing on with life. He challenged me to stop the car of life, turn off the radio of distractions, and refill on God. To make sure I was right with God before starting that car again.
As much as it hurt to admit he was right. 100% right. He left it at that and told me to think and pray about the next steps to take in my life. I thought about it, oh did I think about it. It has plagued my mind ever since he talked to me. It scares me to think what would have happened if my friend had not spoken into my life and in a sense wakened me from my dazed driving course. I have taken his challenge and decided to get rid of my distractions that God was telling me to get rid of them. I have decided to take that time instead to study God and pursue him.
Now I want to challenge you. Are there distractions in your life that are pulling you off the path? Are you looking at your outside and using that as a gauge for how your christian walk is doing? Because if you are you are in serious trouble. You need to stop your car and analyze where you are with God. You need to dedicate yourself to God and pursue him with all your heart. We are human beings made to follow someone wether it be God or distractions(aka the devil). I am not saying distractions are bad but if they get between you and God you might as well call them sin. So will you step up to the plate. Will you challenge yourself for however long God wills to pursue him? To stop going to get togethers with friends or events that you really enjoy and instead spend your time studying the God who made you learning what pleases him.
Your relationship with God is just that, a Relationship! If you don't put effort into it to keep it going it will fall apart. If you just keep trying to love God while loving other distractions your relationship will majorly suffer. God has given you the freewill to do anything you want to do. Its up to you to take up the challenge and pursue God with all you have. Trust me it will be worth it.